The Start of My Self-Help Program: Frustrationz

When I first started this blog, it was generally to release my pent-up frustrations to the Void and know for certain that it will not hit back at me. To just RANT and Rave and Go extremely EMO was the top objectives at mind. But somehow or rather I lost the trail and now am asking myself why did I started this to begin with!? 


Anyways, to cut the long story short. I've now decided to make it my "really learning the English Language". 


Hence, the word for today is   "Frustration". 


Today I blatantly declared that I no longer wish to be working here or doing what I'm presently doing as I am just about to explode for the umpteenth time and yet, failed to convey my seriousness in the matter.
My resignation was rejected even before it is tendered! I call it QUITS you here me! 


I howled and howled, screeched and screeched. But alas, to no avail. Tomorrow I will again rise to the same things as I did today and shed blood and tears over the same "shit" again! SIGHZ! 


Now, this depicts the meaning of MY frustration. At the end of one's wits and am losing hair and sleep over a matter that is not resolving try as you may and try as you might!


So, have you reached your point of Frustration yet? 

Down Memory Lane...

Can't believe it has been so long since we last met.

Can't believe we still have loads to say to each other..

Can't believe we can still remain close as we used to...

Can't believe our friendship is still very much intact....

Can't believe I just had a drink with her reminiscing on the past, discussing on the present and visualising the future....

It feels good to sit there and chat with a kindred spirit.

It's nice to know we still have a common ground...

The genuine friendship between us reminds me how nice it is to have a friend standing by.

Thank you DiDi.. You made me feel so much warmth tonight.

That I have a friend in you that I can talk to and share things with..

I miss you loads and hope we continue being true to ourselves and each other. :)

I Need Anger Management!

GOSH, how hard can it be to work for your own brother! :S

Everytime I find the strength to move on he squashes me down and picks me to pieces!

DAMN! I just feel like standing on top of the mountain and scream my lungs out!

On top of that, I am still not over the fact that I have once again Failed my exams..

DOUBLE BLOW!

My temper just flares uncontrollably and I wish I can get a hold of myself but he never makes it easier..

Sometimes I feel like pounding my fists on the wall or the floor.. I need to release all these pent-up-tension feelings!

It is EATING me up literally! I wanna go Punch something!!!

DAMMMMNNNNNNNN~

peace out.

Starting Anew Again...

Here I Go again...

Trying out blogging anonymously for my self-indulgence.

Well, hope this helps and nothing goes awry!

It'll be a shame if it does, I need a break from my chain of BAD Luck!

Shadows of my past better flee! or Else I will cook all of thee!